7/04/2007
yes. how handsome. make it not known. pretty clever and careful choice. make it known only to people that you CAN trust. awesome. yes. i just noticed recently that it has came to the parting of the ways. people just pass through your life. but different they are. some leaves impressions, some are just like a car you go by on a road, but some stay in your mind permanently. only at partings do you think of that. and in this case. choices have to be made, to finally conclude and fix all your feelings about so and so. and whoever. it doesn't only depend on yourself it seems. you have to care about other's feelings. even though some won't even care about it theirselves. so. it's hard to make choices. been thinking about it for like 3 weeks. yes. shall not crap too much in case there are unwanted people being extra here. shall not elaborate anymore. as you've seen, i don't know it's interior or what. i think i've made a pretty clever choice. of course i would think so if it's me who made it. once again it shows that most people who judge themselves tend to be foolish;they can't control the biased, deepest part of their sub-conciousness, and thus, can't really get the hang of it. no accuracy at all. so i am foolish. tadah.
ok about today. lessons were boring as usual. and without melvin goh english just seemed zzz. chinese maths geog...SS. it seemed that ss has been much more fun than last term. most of us could even stop falling asleep. is it just coincidence that the syllabus is more interesting or it's the handsome mrs loh who made it so. i guess it would be mrs loh. so. thanks for the most handsome effort. finally can take in some stuff in during SS. and don't waste the time. yes. i was TIRED. super tired. thus, i decided to pon training. "tired" would be a pretty lame excuse for mr. gohkeeyong. so i used headache instead. and it just seemed to be my luck that instead of meeting keeyong in the office, i met mr. tay/tey instead. the most nice sports teacher i've met. and doesn't crap much too. wanted to call keeyong, but he didn't answer. so the most handsome tay/tey helped me tell keeyong instead. and i got to go home and sleep. awesome. that's it for the day.
``ChouNan ; 20:07